Dante Dragon's Homeground

2009-09-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

how does it feel
when you are suffering alone

haha.

2009-06-26T02:38:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

friends are indeed important

and yes indeed i can see so.

i just wish i was a little higher up there in the hierarchy of

all the factors, including the minor ones

maybe not at the top

but probably somewhere abit more noticeable

somewhere i can be seen at least

changes are normal

cock up as usual

im afraid

seldom in life im ever afraid

but now i have a fear

afraid of having too high a hope

and in the end, rewarded with a sense of emptiness

so isnt it better not to expect anyything

i wonder what one is thinking

sometimes cant things be more clear ?

and not like that big long fence in the middle of korea

yes means yes

no means no

nuclear bomb means nuclear bomb

wondergirls means wondergirls

imagine walking in a tunnel

and u see a light

u chased it

only to realise the light is always there but never brighter

how ?

no choice lor

lan lan lor

i wish i was fucking rich

fucking fucking rich

don have to worry about money

money will just drop from the sky

i wish i am jus fucking fucking rich

can go cheong everyday

can drink everyday

can drive neat cars around

and fetch those pretty babes

i wish i was fucking fucking rich

can bring you around the world on a holiday

i wish i was fucking fucking rich

so i dont have to work till the clear moon night

but whats the point of being fucking fucking rich

when you have no one to enjoy it with

so i guess im better off being fucking fucking poor

cant think too much now

wad a drive

2009-06-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

recently i just talked to my ex, i ask her whethr if she had a bf already and she said " yes , recently "

i cant helped it but right at that point of time i am truly so happy, hahahha
happy !

ok i must admit im abit happy for her , to have found her love.
and happy for that guy , to have found his love also
ok maybe bullshit u may think

but , most of all , im so happy for my self !
why ?
because im not the one to be hurt anytime soon =)

wad sia

2009-06-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Have you ever ecountered when your friend who has a bf/gf and still two time their partner ?
well i certainly have, and even a victim of it. sometimes i just wonder why must people two time, well of course there must have been tons of reason behind it. And even to the point of having to two time most probably means that the fading relationship is , well , faded. And when truth comes to light, the whole world comes crashing down for the victim. okay maybe the world wont crash but still there is somepoint of damage. And thus , one learns from that lesson.

To make it sound bad , thats " two timing " for you. To make it sound worse , " Betrayal " is the word.

To me , i personally see this kind of stuff as common as it is already, friends who two time, if not rather they become the victim. Well of course im not trying to point fingers and say " hey thats wrong thing to do " so usually when i come across this kind of situation from my friends i would jus sit and watch the show. Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you - thats what i always think. And as always, the victim will rise triumphant and move on with life ( with the given factor of time )

yes , yes, lets move on with life you say. As i move along i begin find this speck of hatred after being two timed. And it grows. Not as bad as it seems though but i just simply hope the new found couple will jus betray each other and self disintergrade. The deeper their love, the finer they will disintergrade.How nice haha

Sometimes i just find it hard to trust people. Well its not everyone that its hard to trust but just a handful. The basis of bond , is trust. And in this world, it sure is hard to find people who you can trust. I have friends who trust me as much as i trust them. And also "Friends" who i totally cant trust at all. Well, if u don trust them , theres no way they can betray u right?

waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...
still waiting and waiting...
waiting..for..
....

2009-05-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

recently i got to know that the world is going to end in 21st december 2012 i did alot of research and watched alot of youtube videos regarding this , whether if it is urban myth or trueok to my readers you probably have no idea what this 2012 is all about so let me tell u more about it.
the information below is taken from the facebook group 2012, u guys can take a look or join it if u wantquite interesting to know, but anyway believing or not is up to you.

7 reasons the world will end in 2012

Scientific experts from around the world are genuinely predicting that five years from now, all life on Earth could well finish. Some are saying it'll be humans that set it off. Others believe that a natural phenomenon will be the cause. And the religious folks are saying it'll be God himself who presses the stop button...
1. Mayan Calendar

The first mob to predict 2012 as the end of the world were the Mayans, a bloodthirsty race that were good at two things:
Building highly accurate astrological equipment out of stone andSacrificing Virgins.
Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon as 329.53020 days, only 34 seconds out. The Mayan calendar predicts that the Earth will end on December 21, 2012. Given that they were pretty close to the mark with the lunar cycle, it's likely they've got the end of the world right as well.
2. Sun StormsSolar experts from around the world monitoring the sun have made a startling discovery: our sun is in a bit of strife. The energy output of the sun is, like most things in nature, cyclic, and it's supposed to be in the middle of a period of relative stability. However, recent solar storms have been bombarding the Earth with so much radiation energy, it's been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites. This activity is predicted to get worse, and calculations suggest it'll reach its deadly peak sometime in 2012
3. The Atom Smasher
Scientists in Europe have been building the world's largest particle accelerator. Basically its a 27km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the Universe tick. However, the mega-gadget has caused serious concern, with some scientists suggesting that it's properly even a bad idea to turn it on in the first place. They're predicting all manner of deadly results, including mini black holes. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.
4. The Bible says...
If having scientists warning us about the end of the world isn't bad enough,religious folks are getting in on the act aswell. Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between Good an Evil, has been set down for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.
5. Super Volcano

Yellowstone National Park in the United States is famous for its thermal springs and Old Faithful geyser. The reason for this is simple - it's sitting on top of the world's biggest volcano, and geological experts are beginning to get nervous sweats. The Yellowstone volcano has a pattern of erupting every 650,000 years or so, and we're many years overdue for an explosion that will fill the atmosphere with ash, blocking the sun and plunging the Earth into a frozen winter that could last up to 15,000 years. The pressure under the Yellowstone is building steadily, and geologists have set 2012 as a likely date for the big bang.
6. The Physicists
This one's case of bog-simple maths mathematics. Physicists at Berekely Uni have been crunching the numbers. and they've determined that the Earth is well overdue for a major catastrophic event. Even worse, they're claiming their calculations prove, that we're all going to die, very soon - while also saying their prediction comes with a certainty of 99 percent- and 2012 just happens to be the best guess as to when it occurs.
7. Slip-Slop-Slap-BANG!
We all know the Earth is surrounded by a magnetic field that sheilds us from most of the sun's radiation. What you might not know is that the magnetic poles we call north and south have a nasty habit of swapping places every 750,000 years or so - and right now we're about 30,000 years overdue. Scientists have noted that the poles are drifting apart roughly 20-30kms each year, much faster than ever before, which points to a pole-shift being right around the corner. While the pole shift is underway, the magnetic field is disrupted and will eventually disappear, sometimes for up to 100 years. The result is enough UV outdoors to crisp your skin in seconds, killing everything it touches
ok so now u roughly have an idea what MAY happen in 2012.one more thing to add is about PLANET X.you guys can watch the video in the link below :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8S0bj76389U ---> part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjjrStDxTrc&feature=related --> part 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5TOmRD_V48&feature=related --> part3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNZIyfBChmA&feature=related -->part 4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zero0Y6TCA8&feature=related -->5 http://www.planetxvideo.com/ --> for more info
go watch the videos. its kinda interesting to know. or if u want to find out more jus simply search for 2012 , planet x, nibiru on youtube.
ok maybe to some people they make this all this is just a bullshit, probably a marketing gimmick to sell their books and videos but well, beliving it or not i leave it you and so after telling u so much, it all goes down to one simple question WHAT IF the endof the world is really comming, what you you do ? now i guess it sets u thinking doesnt it.
ive thought about it for quite sometime already.first of all since it its the end of the world so i guess most or all the people are going to die so most probably i would jus give my loved ones a call to tell them how much i love themafter that i would get dead drunk and die a peaceful death as the whole world crumbleshow nice isnt it ? now think about yours

insights

2009-04-25T04:17:00.001+08:00

one day back in camp while i was talking to my friends, one of my campmates unknowingly said to me " wah give u die (给你死) and unknowingly for me too, i replied to him " im not afraid of death, only afraid of having not lived my life . " (不怕死，只怕没活过）I do not not why i was so prompted to reply in such a way but it just comes naturally to me. life and death is but a process that we all, of who are born, must go through. And this particular line, sets me thinking more. what good must life be in order to really live through it ? there is no right or wrong to this question , as each and every individual one of us views through life differently.

water , takes up any form of container it is given in. soft as it is but still able to do large damage.
we all, are like water; formless, but taking on the shape of the container that we are living in.
such is life, such versatile yet limited by the boundaries we are set to live in.

so lets not complain about life but instead be like water, flow along with it and the damage are little. go against the currents and you'll only find yourself struggling. and maybe by then one may not fear death, for he / she had already lived the life.

a few years back i was at kolam ayer csc playing volleyball, i do not know why but some how i just cant seem to spike the ball properly. my palms couldnt go in full contact with the ball and therefore i cant seem to control the direction i wan to hit the ball to. and thus a senior peer of mine , hong wen , (40) enlightened me. " relax your body, especially your arms." simple logic. i tried it and true enough i could hit the ball better. it was then i realised the importance of relaxing your body. this not only applies to just playing sports but to many other things as well.
a few days ago i was reading this quote from bruce lee " the more relaxed your muscles are, the more energy can flow through it. using brute force will only cause opposite effects"
only then did i realise the effects of relaxing your muscles

what you give is not what you get

In order to gain something, you must give up something of equivalent value. this particular sentence holds truth to many things that can apply to us. you want to earn money, thus u have to work hard for it. and by working hard, you give your time , and energy, in return u get your paycheck. i name this, the Law of Equivalent Trade.but however. it doesnt seem to apply to everything that we want to gain. you can give your all to the person you love, be there for them during bad times and all. you could have given the whole world to your loved one, and yet all you got back is ignorance. okay maybe at the start u may think that its worth it, and time will change people, but as time goes on, you'll probably get sick and tired. why ? that is simply because for all the things that you had given up for you dont really got back what u THINK you deserved.
This, produces an negative thinking in your mind and thus, u start to hate and detest. all because your emotional needs , and maybe physical needs , are not fulfilled. Thus, you begin searching for alternatives. searching for something which u think deserved you more.

inspired by nature.
Oneday I was so down and out, everything just seems to be so wrong, okay so it isnt the end of the world for me yet. I couldn’t stop thinking. Took a afternoon nap, and during it, it stormed in my area, I woke up in the evening, probably about 6 plus and see the setting sun out again, but the other side of the sky so still as gloomy. You could say half of the sky is grey and drizzling , and the other half, glorious sunshine.
I hopped onto my bicycle and rode out. Looked up into the sky in awe. Hardly in singapore u can see a full blown rainbow right above your head, and I just did. The rays of the setting sun shone directly at the grey clouds and the reflection of lights on the water droplets hanging in the air created the full blown rainbow over the landscape. I stopped by the traffic light, mesmerized by this beauty. Even strangers around me are taking photos of the rainbow. Somehow or rather I don seem so down and out anymore.
That rainbow admist the darken part of the sky some how inspired me. And I thought, “ yes! That’s it ! nature is taking its course. The sky can be dark, but the rainbow can still be there.
Be like nature my friend. “
I was working in this warehouse sale with friend of mine, Vio, a 20 odd plus lady married with children. As expected in singapore context, any warehouse sales is bound to have like the whole world attending. It was crowded as hell. There was this mother who was shopping for shoes and her child suddenly went bonkers and cried whilst sitting on the floor. I was near them but I didn’t know what was happening to the child. However, the cries were extremely annonying and loud. How irritating it was. And I told vio “ wah I feel like slapping this kid “ well I guess anyone would want to. Vio turned to me and said “don blame the child ! blame the parents for not taking care of the child!” later on that day as I was on my way home I thought about this incident. What vio said was so true, when we see a child cry in the streeting, we sort of blame it for being noisy, irritating, bla bla bla. But how can we blame such innocent adolences who don’t really know much about this life of theirs? Instead isnt it their parents who should be taking on the blame instead? The blame of not taking the child well enough. So, next time u see a child crying, think again.

I once read an article on the internet, saying in the world of phillipines, the poor would queue up behind restaurents at the end of the day to collect for chicken bones. What they would do is that they will crush the chicken bones into powder form and then boil it with the soup. The chicken bones would give them the nutrients they need to survive since they cant really find much food out there, or probably don have the money to buy. Now few years ago in singapore, ppl are queueing outside macdonalds to buy hello kitty. What in the blue hell is this world becoming? So the next time you bite on that barbequed wing, think again before you throw it away.

2009-03-03T02:53:00.002+08:00

as the day dawns
the wind blows
till the dawn breaks
the king cedes
for he is gone
with the everflowing breeze

2009-02-09T01:49:00.002+08:00

Cause you're like the star

thats faded away

i'll try not to worry

i'll see u someday...

take all i need, and be on my way...

and stop crying my heart out..

stop crying my heart out~

cny

2009-01-26T03:17:00.002+08:00

Happy cny everyone!
as usual this is my quarterly post
infact, its the first post of the year !
kind of running out of ideas of what to write in here.
everytime i thought of going to blog then i will think think " hmm dono wad to write "
and so i nv blog, or maybe u can say im acutally lazy to type so much or maybe its such a boredom to type.
maybe probably its hard to log into the blogger system, maybe? should be la hor
must be la..
on an update, thanks to those who wished me 22nd birthday and even those late to wish*wink wink*
i met up with a car accident but my life was big enough to let me have a small cut on my knee,
but no worries ! im still alive !
today is officially the first day of the lunar new year , and thus i came out with a random topic for this post .

FACTS ABOUT WEEKIAN

weekian is 22 this year, he was born in singapore but with some malaysian documents, so that makes weekian a partial malaysian up till the age of 21 when he renunciated his malaysian identity.( hell yeah)

weekian's parents are malaysians

weekian has a big brother and a smaller sister, so basically he is a middle child who never got the best, and neither the worst

weekian is born in the year of the fire tiger

weekian's shoe size is us10.5

weekian's parents deal with furniture, so does his brother. but that doesnt make him a rich boy, only his father is.

weekian lives in a medium room on the 3rd storey

weekian has a best friend living 50m away from him, irony enough they kinda hated each other when they were young.

weekian plays volleyball and will scold anyone stopping him from doing so

weekian is a quick spiker/ blocker in volleyball

weekian can jump really really high

weekian is 80kg plus minus depending on season

weekian has knee and ankle problems and will always wear an ankle guard when playing

weekian likes to cycle alone and listen to music

weekian rollerblades too! and is quite good at it

weekian can play pingpong using traditional china bats and still pawn people

weekian has 2 pairs of mizuno shoes and has their DOB written underneath

weekian has a make belief godmother who sells power chicken rice at kallang bahru

weekian only pays 3 $ for the chicken rice no matter how much his make belief godmother give him

weekian is a very loyal man

weekian has myopia of 275 on both eyes

weekian will ORD on 14 aug 2009

Weekian is now officially a COPORAL

weekian's camp is in lim chu kang and he takes 3 buses for him to reach there, total journey is 1 1/2 hrs depending of traffic

weekian likes to read comics

weekian has an online friend who keeps on breaking boys heart but never his

weekian think she sucks

weekian likes to look at stars and can determine north direction using the stars

weekian can meditate

weekian likes to drink coconut juice

weekian is a big eater

weekian is a big drinker too but he dont usuall drinks

weekian likes to drink soup especially corn soup

weekian likes to eat corn

weekian hate hypocrites

weekian has 13 points for his o level

weekian is only a bench warmer during his secondary sch days, but now he has never sat on the bench after he graduated

weekian's most respected teacher is miss ng lee hua teaching geography

weekian has man boobs

weekians waist size is 32

weekian is the 3rd oldest grandson of his grandmother living in malaysia, the eldest being his brother

weekians grandma in malaysia is the only grandparent he got left

weekian had never seen his grandmas from his father side

weekian has a great great grandma who lived till the age of 91, she has more than about 180 surviving desendants, youngest is from the 5th generation

weekian is from the 4th

weekian has a lady whom he likes ever since primary sch, their story lasted more than 10 years, stopped awhile, then continued off from the thao huay store in kovan

weekian wants to teach his children how to fight so they can protect other children, if not, bully also can.

weekian likes to chew gum

weekian is 180m tall

weekian is right hander

weekians favourite number is 11 and will always use this number for his jersey

weekian's first ever jersey is 11 ( this dates back to primary sch )

weekian used to be quite fat

weekian buys 4d and will always buy the few same numbers

weekian has single eyelids

weekian is good with calculator

weekian don get angry easily

weekian gets angry when his close ones gets bullied

weekian has scolded an auntie for scolding his good friends

weekian thinks that auntie deserved it

weekian wants to earn alot alot of money

weekian thinks money very important, therefore, always thinking how to earn many many money

weekian has a hamster

weekian's hamster eat watever weekian eats

weekian likes nature habitat and animals

weekian is a master of daytona

weekian can do a kungfu flip to his feets while lying on the ground

weekian canot live without music on the bus

weekian's favourite song is " if we hold on together " by diana ross

weekian loves 5399 =)

hah

2008-11-11T23:56:00.004+08:00

9 MORE MONTHS
36 MORE WEEKS

252 MORE DAYS

TO ORD

Hello everyone, long time no see

i dono how longs been my last post but definitly seems quite long

had a very fun bbq session with neither peeps at weekians last week

well thats something special to tok about

haha but shall not talk about it more than this line

hahaha

the year is comming to an end soon !

on a good note i think alot irrelavant humanes are getting out of my life one by one

which is good la coz mus slowly filter out then u can see who u can really trust

life couldnt have been much better with all them gone ! yay (celebrates)

met new people

doing new different jobs each time

hahah i cant waitfor this year to end !

its been so sucky to me man

this is the worst year for the past 3 years i must say

in terms of money

relationships

career ( army )
health

luck

what sia !

what can be worst !

but is ok!

im still alive !

what goes around come around so to those cbs out there beware of retribution

revenge!

anger!

hate!

all these are nothing compared to

money!

food!

friends!

in 2 months time my birthday is comming again

dont really feel like celebrating

nothing special about it anyway also

but for the first time

im comming out with a wish list !

YEA

FIRST TIME EVER

WK HAS A WISHLIST

hur hur

okok so here goes

these are the things that WK would like to have

1. Mizuno® Wave® Lightning 4 Men's Volleyball Shoe size us 10.5
( http://www.weplaysports.com/Mizuno/volleyball/shoes/mens/)

2. 2 Million Dollar Home ( crumpler bag )

https://www.crumpler.com.sg/flash/flash.aspx#/english/product-details/2-million-dollar-home-md0204a.html

3. Oakley glasses M frame
( this one i order liaobut until now haven come yet but if anyone wanna sponser me u are more than welcomed to )

4. Nice good looking durable leather belt

( up to u to choose )

okay i guess thats all i wanted

or so called all that i WISHED for

haha

well im not expecting anyone to get it for me anyway

but if happen so some1 or anyone wanna get it for me

please dont be shy

haha

oh on a side not all these items are not ranked in accordance

well up until then irrelavant ppl shooo !

END

* eh this my happy post , see i told u i will post when i got the feeling haha

u noewho u are !

hey

2008-09-24T12:03:00.002+08:00

1 year in marlboro land

hello to the rare ones reading this rarely updated blog site

now its september again and i cant believe that its been one year since last year

lol

what am i talking about ?

within this year many things happened

...

today marks the 1 year anniversary of my grandfather going to marlboro land
he would have loved it being there

he couldnt even smoke during his last days.....

next time i visit u..

i will burn u some marlboro k =)

last year exactly this time

im proabaly still sleeping

im still MR LIM

but now

im LANCE COPORAL LIM

hahaha

wtf !

11 more months and i shall me MR LIM once again =D

during this one year

ive been to many many places

u can say that my army life is actually quite interesting

haha

but now i've settle down already

with a nice unit to be in

and average people to be with..

ok la not too bad after all

im easily contented anyway

ive grown to become more matured i guess

thinking more and more of my future now

what am i going to study ?

what am i gonna do next time?

ah... headache sia..

but don think thats gonna matter for now

what matters most ,

is im gonna make lots and lots of money !

haha

This time...

all i want is you...

there is no one else..

who can take your place...

this time...

you burn me with your eyes..

you see past all the lies...

you take it all away...

just take me away....

Take me away

LIFEHOUSE

thank you

2008-08-08T01:43:00.004+08:00

0. i want to thank dee ah ma
1. i want to thank tee gong
2. i wan to thank dua peh gong
3. i wan to thank guang gong
4. i wan to thank sun wu kong
5. i wan to thank guan yin ma
6. i wan to thank ru lai fo
7. i couldnt have asked for more
8. i have all that i need ( unless otherwise stated )
9. i am but some how kind of lost for direction
9.1 i am very contented with things now ( unless otherwise stated )
10. i am tired..
11. i wonder why
11.1 wan come no come , one come all come
11.1.1 wan go no go , one go all go
12. i am very headache
13. i hope i can thank cai shen ye
13.1 but he hasnt answered my prayers yet
14. i am going mia
14.1 i hope
15. i say good bye
15.1 bye

2008-07-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

Nah bei.
now they dont let me go training again
so im not happy at all
just , die u cbs

rank is what u wear
respect is what u earn
words are what u speak
lies are all we hear.
tiu !
nah bei.

sze jia says

2008-07-25T02:07:00.002+08:00

sze jia says " i thought u last time u always happy one "

then i realise how much ive changed in these few years

but well

its been a long time i've been so happy already

finally able to go for training

compettition starting aug 1

hell yeah

but......

my sacred number 11
seems to be snatched away by another guy
nah bei.
u may have my number
but u will never have my skill
tiu !

i will fight
even if my leg breaks
even if my heart stops beating
even if the oil price drops
even if u have my number ( not my phone number )
i will still fight
for that place in the court

well actually we all noe who is better
just that im not as lucky to go for training
but my 10 years of training is more than enough

watch out for my balls of steel
tiu !

how it started again

2008-07-05T13:46:00.002+08:00

Deep within the forest , a man paced around with totally nothing in mind but to look for some entertainment to fill his boredom

Taken by surprise, his phone rang, even though there's no reception

Wonders how that sms could find its way through to such an suburban area. but he couldnt care more

He took a glimpse at the msg, couldn't believe it and read through it again and again, each time the smile on his face getting wider and wider

He promtly replied.

And thats how it all started again

A feeling still lingers within him , that same one he had months ago. Or maybe as far as 10 years back

Its just a simple sms. But great enough to change his life now or maybe even the future.

But that doesnt matter now

Because in his mind he knew, he would'nt let this opportunity slip past him ever again...
Not like how it was in the past, this time , it's different and deep within his heart, he knows it.

2 different worlds, but they share the same sky - one sky , one destiny.

maybe? he definitly hopes so

But even if hope seems as bleak as it is now, he will still take a chance.

for that feeling still lingers within

All he ever wanted...is just to be with her

to be there

wherever she is

whatever it is.

for she is living proof of what love..

is all about.

If you are alone, come and join me so we can be alone together =)

for my 0987654

2008-07-05T13:08:00.002+08:00

This is for my 98765 fren who lost her love

At the end of the day

when everything is blue and gray

and you find the world in darkness and grave

please do not frown in dismay

for u still have us

in you we trust

turn around and u shall see

that we'll be there

wherever you'll be

so remember to smile

after all, it's bee a while

i want to fly again

2008-06-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO FLY AGAIN

ah... well i guess this is my half a year blog again and there it goes

nowadays blogging seems like not a trend anymore

but more of a chore for me

but from the way it seeems it doesnt matter much to me anyway

since i happen to have some free time ( i had lots of free time for the past week anyway )

thanks to a twisted ankle

yay 0 DAY WORK WEEK

how nice ! =D

and if u have not forgotten,

im still in the army

not like i have a choice though

and people can get really fucked up inside

fucked up

upside down

inside out

well now my name is in the safsa team already

but due to a very very very very very very very very

very very very very very very very very very very very very very

very long story (longer than some ah ma story ),

im still not able to go for the training yet,

best of all , they din noe about my injury but mostly due to some other reasons

hmm....well u can link it to those fucked up ppl i mentioned above

yup

i onced talked to a tarot reader

btw hes my great friend too

and i had my readings done

i asked : how is my health

drew out those cards and

he said : vital organs no problem , but

your physical body got problem. bones

and at that moment i realised how true is reading was

i say : how long can i last

he say : 2 years, at most

he can know so much from those cards

which is very true

well i had alot of readings done from him too but im not gonna share here

very privatalised

but he taught me alot of things during our stay in camp though

btw

he's ord already

free from fucked ups =D

i need to heal

fast

for i need to fly

2008-05-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

Bonds

there goes another phase of my army life

now im entering another phase

going to catch some ccb

i wonder why but the whole course of my army life

is full of many phases

dont really have a fixed home to go to

every 1 or 2 months i move around and around

well

at least it kills my time

i got a tarot reading from a great friend

saying my physical limits could last me at most 2 years

which i could foresee is quite true

2 years..

such a short time?

but its more than enough

i got quite a lot of tarot readings from him

which it seems is quite accurate

interesting to noe but not to indulge

bonds,

hard to form .

easy to deform

this is wad keeps us all going.

cherish your bonds.

i could only continue jumping.

until the state where i could fly.

and soar to greater heights.

physical limits is not going to stop me.

at least,

for the next 2 years.

one is all, all is one

2008-03-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

One is all, All is One

right now im posted to signaller camp and will be on course for 6weeks

after 6 weeks i dono where i will be going again

but im aiming to go into safsa team

my life is kinda peaceful now

the only things im looking forward to is lunch, dinner, bookout , and play vb

nice sia power sia

i tink im rather tired

i need a break or something

a long term one at least

something is wrong with me

i kinda tired out rather easily

but i dono why

somehow ,

i think that in life, networking is very important

u never noe when a person will be helpful for u

in a job or another

so try to network if you can

im tired..

goodbye

hellp

2008-03-15T01:28:00.004+08:00

Hello
so i am back here again.
coz got some sucky lady
who refuse to go online and talk
sucks !
but its ok
i managed to find some entertainment myself nevertheless
...
which is
writing , or u can call it blogging
i dono why but felicia always luff at my entries
which i after sometime don even noe wad im toking about?
but its OK !
im jus wasting time here...
wasting wasting wasting
waste....
waste...
life is too long
so we waste and waste
cant believe how people is so good at wasting their life away,
taking drugs and all that.
but well i guess they have not enlightened yet thats all.

A man was walking down the sideroad.

as the clock ticks towards midnight,
he fastened his pace in urgency to meet up with his friends for he does not want to let them wait.
his mind was full of emptiness and his ears was plugged with ear phones as he brisked pass the strangers who were eating at the side stalls.

he was locked into his own world; just him, and music, caring less for wad is happening around him.

stall by stall he passed by, just like how the cars zoomed by him at the other side of the road.

He walked passed a soya milk shop, and looked into a car parked outside that particular shop.

a familiar face was looking at him, a sense of tingling feeling within him, but he could not care more.

one step.

two step.

he turned around to look again.

this time, that familiar face smiled.

the lady was waving at him, only then did he realised that feeling he had 11 years ago.

yes,
that same tingling feeling he had during those days.

she got down the car, and they talked awhile, describing how their lives had been going so far.

so far ? so good.

or so it seems to him.

farewells exchanged and there she goes.

Again.

He was caught, dumbfounded jus like how it was years ago.

He continued walking.

He had to, for he could not afford waiting again.

Its a pain in the ass, but he would've hoped it would last.

AIM

2008-03-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

SLOW BUT STEADY

i.

aM.

climbing.

towards.

the.

top.

slowly.

but.

surely.

NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW.

(unless otherwise stated)

Happy go lucky

2008-02-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

I Remember

i. remember, back in the days where majic exist,

i was a totally different person from now.

carefree. stressfree.

happy go lucky.

i go where i want to go

do what i want to do

whenever i want to

but looking at things now

i guess i still more or less the same,

except not as carefree, stressfree

and happy go lucky

kinda tured rather pessimistic nowadays

keep thinking and thinking,

but one thing is for sure,

my ambitions, like greed

is growing and growing..

muahaha

Ah...where is the old me....

horoscope

2008-02-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

hi everyone, finally im logging in again after half a year...
well i guess this blog is so dead, so dead oni maybe oni 2 person would be reading it
right? 9876432 fren ? and of coz the other person would be me.

i shall not describe about my life right now,
its totally upside down
sad
but true
been in army for about close to 5 months already
it really sucks as u noe
serve and fuck off

had been losing out in so much things lately
but well it doesnt matter now

sometimes i look at my feet, and toes, and i wonder....
why is the feet placed infront of our body and the toes infront of the feet ?
and i came to this conclusion,
that is placed in such a way so that we can move forward
simple right !
but true !

i was reading through my horoscope and saw this ....

Someone somewhere really likes you, but they are far too shy to let you know. They may have confided in a mutual friend so be ready for some surprising news. However, today is not the day to act on this secret crush as there are pesky planetary influences that could easily lead to some embarrassing misunderstandings!

and thus i wondered again,
if horoscopes are so true, then still got ppl not believing it?
well for this i have not come out with an ans yet
i guess i nv will

on a speical note, to my 98765 fren,
thank you for everything,

even though u suck...

=)

hiwelcom

2007-09-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

POK POK KEH

so busy nowadays but things are gona
change for this month,

so like wad i said a long time before i will update quarterly

but somehow due to some unforeseen circumstances that tend to happen in an average person's life, i seem to forgot that i still have a blog( half dead ) until weian reminds me of it haha

so wad the fuck right everyone is asking me when am i gonna enlist into army

so i will just make it clear once and for all

OCT 15 2007

......

as if theres gona be alot ppl reading this blog wtf

but heck la

soon another phase of my life is going to come
so wad feelings do i have?
its cant be describe with words i guess
only finger gestures can do that
...
__

yeah

so this is it, i worked in Giordano for more than a year already and soon im gonna quit
sept 28 shall officially be my last day of work
been quite fun working there esp with those good incharges
but some really fug up one do show up now and then but wad to do u cant have all the best in life right
so can we?
good bye.
guess im not gonna go back into thatfug up company ever again
i guess.

im still playing volleyball
cant help it ah
nv play i don feel good ah
but picked up a new sport
which is...
beach volleyball !
allright la
i oni like 2 v 2
other than that very sian
ahahaha
so don try calling me out during weekends i should be at the beach
or unless otherwise stated i maybe be somewhere else la u can try

oh ya and on one fortunate weekend i caught wendee holding hands with an anonymous guy walking romantically in sentosa island and she told me to blog about it so here it is. but she keep on denying things...irony !

so from now counting on, i have exactly less than a month before i enlist, so in the mean time i will relax, have fun and spend time with everyone. who noes u may dissapear and not see me ever again right.

and on a bad note tonight,
my grandfather jus passed away due to cancer,
but well, at least his wife and 9 children were there with him during his last moment...
its too bad i cant see him one last time
but one day, again i will.
one day...
we will rest in peace,
together.

3

2007-04-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

3 things

welcome back
as u can see
this is my quaterly blog

the last post was on feb 1st

and 3 months later

here i am again

kinda lots of things happened these few months but none is rather that bad or i guess no 1 is dead thats for sure but well thats none of you readers concern though

to all those who thought im dead or wad
let me jus update u

on 3 things

1. im holding 3 jobs now

2. im still waiting for enlistment but dont ask me when i have not received my letter yet ( unlike some unluckyones)

3. i dont miss u all at all

wahahaha

END