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This note shall become becomes the property of the human world, once it touches the ground of (arrives of ) the human world.

这本笔记本从它掉落人间界的那一刻起，它就是人间界的东西。

The owner of the note can recongnize the image and voice
of its original owner, i.e. a god of death.

笔记本所有者能够擦决前任特有主。死神的姿态及声音。

The human who uses this notes can neither go to Heaven
nor Hell.

使用过这本笔记的人，不会上天堂也不会下地狱。

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Friday, April 29, 2005

You are the handicap you must face.

You are the one who must choose your place.

within the darkness there is the answer

If you can't accept losing, you can't win

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2:05 AM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

THE MOON IS SHINING ON ITS OWN

hey waht the...

i type this post for the second time now

zzz

din come to my own blog for well 2 weeks already

but cant blame it wad...

ok la i admit im super lazy lor

but sometimes i think reading other ppls blog is more ez then typing my own blog ma

lol

still cant help it ma

but nevertheless i will type something out today

or else my taggers here all thought what happen to me la

so after not visiting my own blog for 2 weeeks

i found out that my tagboard has been so flooded

esp with ppl kpkb to each other

haha u knoe who u are !

and weyy im not dead hor !

with the moon rotating around the earth and the earth around the sun and the sun around the milky way galaxy

well i jus guess nature has its ways of doign things

aiya

fug nature

looking at the full moon these 2 days

oni reminded me that a month has passed again

wat the

time is so fast now is april and gona may soon

then the year gona end

but when is dooms day ever gona come ?

who cares

whats wrong with buses ?

esp sg public buses

wan come no come

one come all come

tmd

but also cant help it la

my destiny to wait

so i wait lor

haha

and that fugging boss of mine

saye kopi machine spoil deduct 300 bug pay

tmd

to fix kopi machine need 300 bug meh

zzz

gay with a touch of guniang ness

also dono why

i jus found myself visiting the comic shop more often

but cant help it ma

hur hur hur

and u will never noe why

that weather that singapore has is so fugging hot

even my durian tree outside my house gona die

poor durian tree planted outside my houses ever since i was living here

maybe the next post i make will be 3 weeks later

but cant help it ma

haha

-end-

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12:04 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

The red house

on monday we made our way back to ly's mama's chalet.

well the food is good and we ate lots of it , especially hot dogs =D

dranks some beer .. then went for swim in da pool then jaccuzi..

sibei shiok..

was doing back flips around then ly papa come kpkb lol..

the fun comes at around 4 am in the morning...

i was asleep beside wa and awoken by ben sd ly .

the time has come ,

for us to visit the red house..

it was around a 5 min walk to there..

at such a late nite the air was cool

the sky was clear

when we reached the entrance , there were two lion statues placed jus in front of the gate

and they seem to be looking at our direction ,

as if warning us or something..

and when i looked closely , there were actually cigarette butts and candys placed below the lion statues, maybe as offering ? to pacify them? in return for a safe trespassing?

idono..

rumours said that the heads of the lions turn according to the time

and the eyes would turn red at night..

when we reached there , we were not alone.....

included in the team was wk, wa , matt, ben , and sd

odd number..

and its a bad omen

but who cares..

there was a group of guys in a van too..

and they seem hesistant about going in..

drive the van then park here park there.

zzz

one of them even piss at the lamp post..

finally they gathered up the courage to come along with us

(too some fugging long time )

and thus a group of 10 stood in front of the gates..

first the place was rather dark...

but ben knew how where to turn on the lights

well not so bad after all..

at least we have lights on the outside of the buildings..

the gate was not locked and left ajar ,

from past stories that i heard people had to clim in over the fence..

and whoever stepped onto the lion statues will see " them "

or so it seems

but now we do not have to worry bout that anymore..

since the gate is open =D

and thus we entered the premises
into an open court

i took a look at the buidlings , all of em one story high

the place was really runned down..

paints on the walls were falling apart

doors were knocked down ,

mostly by teenagers like us

badminton or dono wad court lines on the ground

seems to be faded especially tru the years ..

will grasses were abundant especially on a platorm just besite the gate.

there were sheds on the plat form

but too , the doors were runned down and there doesnt seem to be much in there..

but u will never noe..

we entered the first block..

tru a runned down door..

the first thing we saw were white tiles ,

and a toiletbowl..

indicating that we are in a toilet..

i was suprise to see that the toilet actually uses a morden flushing system..

everyone of us stucked close together..

with 1 person from the other grp leading us since he has a torch..

we continued our journey..

walking across different rooms and along walkways ..

the place was dark and lit only by the torch , our handphones and the lights which shone in from the outside tru the windows and the air holes located on the walls near the ceiling

some of the rooms that we entered had holes on the ceiling..

probably due to heavy rains and storms..

the ground was dusty and filled with bits and pieces of tiles and other stuffs which we dono

and wouldnt wanna knoe

finally we exited the first house ..

which was like at the back yard..

lookin around , the night was quiet except for the shuffling of our foot steps

and some mur murs here and there..

then all of us decided to enter the house which was on the left..

and thats where the excitement begins..

walking around and looking around the darkness ,

its not uncommon to start to imagine things..

or seeing things....

alas we reached an small opening ,

diverting the route to 2 rooms and an open space

the torch was shone around the doors of the rooms

it was weird

unlike other doors

these 2 doors were closed and intact..

suggesting that they were locked or sealed

there must be things kept inside the rooms

something importantt?

or rubbish ?

or somethings that we are not suppose to see?

curiosity was taking a toll on all of us..

jus wad is behind the 2 doors ?

wads the big deal that the doors mus be sealed with nails hammered into the hinges?

at such an exciting time right now ..

CHEN WEI AN

aka

fag

is sleeping soundly at the chalet ..

wtf

ok back to the red house

ben boldly volunteered to open the doors

but they were locked and sealed

pushing and pulling doesnt help a bit too...

and so we decided to leave it as it is,

what is meant to be , will be

jus then as we turned back and walked outside

the guy carrying the torch was asked by his fren

" eh ni you mei you ting dao tong si"

all those reading these i assume u knoe hanyupinyin

lazy to translate

then his fren ask

" mei you leh , ni ting dao she mo ?"

"chu qu zai jiang chu qu zai jiang"

wtf

theres something out there

there is ..

or unless that guys imagination is wild or wad but we dono

and matthew was suay enuff !

his name was called twice by peh sheng da

lol

(that explains why he kept losing big2 garden when we return)

this is such a bad omen

to call another persons actuall name isnot a good sign

u never noe who may be calling it

or wat may be following u after hearing of it..

finally we reached the parade square just outside the house..

and thus we started discussing

bla bla bla

my frens decided to walking around the raised platform and i decided not to join

reason simply becoz i wear slipper and don wan itchy

snakes was a factor too

plus sommore there were 4 down there

whichmakes it even no.

finally after toking for awhile

we concluded that it was not really that scary since we saw nothing much though..

and made our way back..

back at the chalet ...

CHEN WEI AN

IS STILL SLEEPING......

visits to such places

will bring excitement

and also dangers

physical ,

mental ,

and whatever..

it is always a point to take note..

to respect the other side

and

they will respect u in return

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11:37 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

To all my frens , direct or indirect , parents and animals and etc ~ born in april,

wishing u all a very happy birthday !

so many ppl born in april... celebrate one by one = waste money time and effort

so basically we all picked one day, which is yesterday to celebrate them all

poly students are just so chin cai(unless otherwise stated)

haha

and thats the way we like it =D(unless otherwises stated )

so basically wad we did was to meet up and almost all of us are late ..

then went to ps to walk look see play eat see movie

see see the move BE COOL

cool is cool la.. but kns movie don go watch..

after that went to ly de mama de chalet to eat dinner ( free)

eh but don say we kiam siap hor ~~ we got buy bd cake for her one ~

(unless otherwise stated)

then we eat eat eat =D

youtiao + otah + bbq = :P

curry + bread = :b

bread + cream frm cake = :x

bbq pork chop + bread = :p...

everything +beer = >.<

chao tah chiken wing + porkchop = ..!..

thank god shixiong not there =D

tmr gona go baq ton hahahasong bo

some how i tink its better than being with childish people or so it seems

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12:59 AM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

100 m to the right is the house , to the left is the punggol mrt station. on the centre of it is .. well u can see for urself....

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2:01 AM

what more can i say ? he always do dat

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2:00 AM

he even managed to smile like this when its going to rain heavily soon wtf

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1:59 AM

this guy over here climb towards the other side to get a higher view of the house ,

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1:59 AM

heres a cloe in , notice that the house stands on a platform ?

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1:58 AM

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1:57 AM

this is the backview of the place notice that the entrance is oni frm the left and right ?

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1:55 AM

this is the left side view of the bungalow

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1:54 AM

this is the right side view of the abandoned bungalow surrounding it is lowlands field of swamp and mud

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1:54 AM

yes it is true that theres alot of dogs at ponggol

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1:53 AM

Monday, April 04, 2005

I AM A SINNER

oh no.. i did something very bad ..

i just felt like a sinner ..

how come liddat one..?

spend so much in one day man..

couple of hundred bucks and now imma broke soon

oh no... how ?

after one night of work

some cash that i have with me

i still have 40 bugs to live me tru the rest of da week

so i decided to go into my own financial planning..

so basically here it goes ,

mon to sun = have vegetarian bee hoon( $2/day) for brunch ( breakfast and lunch ) and a cup of soya bean ( 50 cents/ percup) dinner shall be settled at home =D unforseen expenses shall be $10. other than that , i will still have my afternoon tea expenses teh/kopi = 80 cents per day

so that leaves 10 + (2 x 7) + (0.5x7) + (0.8 x 7)= 33.10

which means i have 40 - 33.10 = 6.90 worth of savings !

lol song bo...

i feel like a monk... amithaba..

however i still tink its worth it =D bahahha !

THE MARVEL OF ZEN

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3:17 AM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

FREEDOM

Finally all those exams has come to an end.. and i finally have some time to do stuffs which can be done especially when u have nothing to do, like blogging.

somehow , i m startin to find bloggging such a boredom , writing bout ur life , even when its so downright boredom and letting people read about it then give u comments then u scold back them with comments and bla bla bla..

wat the..

whats going on man ?!

well i tink i'll just continue to do so since im so free especially at times like this..

so whats going on in this life of mine u may ask ?

or not ?

doesnt matter..

been so fugged up with examinations the past few days and so now ,

holiday is here , which means..

it time to work ! bahaha !

i wan that

ZEN MICRO !

but i no money

lol..

so frends of mine ,

i may be a little kiam siap nowadays huh

lol hope u all don mind

whats wrong with this world nowadays ?

the ground keep shaking here and there..

no peace one..

even when u wan go out also mus worry going to rain or not

and that damm hand of mine ..

not pain but swollen ~~ 100 bug over spent on it le zzz

been soo cooped up ..

its time to train ! bahahaha

i don wanna jus settle for a 5th place in ivp..

nex season , its gonna be 3rd and above

hell yea !

for that , i will need a good training ground ..

lol so ajc ppl !

hope u all don mind if i over visit u all ha~ hhaha

damm the motivation is baq!

i wanna jump higher

i wanna spike harder

my curiousity had been getting larger and largernowadays..

went to the abandoned bungalow at punggol end there to check it out for 2 times ,

and for that 2 times , weather condition had been bad and thus was not able to get near to that house..

but ive taken a fewphtos of the house and there some facts that i can prove

photos will be posted soon =D

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12:42 AM