Thursday, November 30, 2006
IF I WERE UYou seem to find the dark when everything is bright
you look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right
does it feel good to you to rain on my parade
you never say a word unless its to complain
its driving me insane
if i were you
holding the world right in my hands
the first thing i'd do is thank the stars for all that i have
if i were you
look what surrounds you now
more than you ever dreamed
have you forgotten just how hard it used to be
so whats it going to take for you to realize it all could go away in one blink of an eye
it happens all the time
if i were you holding the world right in my hands
the first thing i’d do is thank the stars above for the world i love
take a breath and enjoy the view
live the life that i’ve wanted to if i were you
By Hoobastank
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12:04 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
"LIMIT"
and so fast time turns itself till november
then to december and so on
soon another year is gona pass already
not exactly a good thing
neither a bad thing
well no feelings anyway
theres so many things which do not require me to care
but it still comes and comes
well do i have a choice right ?
hell yea i do
and thus i decided that i shall not care about redundant things
or things that are totally useless to my advancement
so.. please pardon me if i don care
well not as if i care anyway
there is a limit to everything
and when you surpass the limit
u have 2 possibilities.
one, u surpass a new level
two, u break down
well in normal cases things tend to break down though
this also applies to humans as well
so please, i have my limits to..
and if u go over it, thats it man
and you shall see the sinister side of me
one day, u find yourself in the middle of a desert, and u have someone following u
-- a totally useless person
now u have 2 choices,
1. leave that totally useless thing behind
2. kill that totally useless thing
if not, wherever you go will just be a step closer to death
u move foreward also die
backward also die
whaterever u do
u die
u turn around in circles
also die
death is good
but no !
i don wanna die with a totally useless person!
but killing that thing would be too cruel
so yea, i guess i will just leave it behind ba
but still i tink i will kill it,
if it fucking follow me around
wahaha
die bitch die !
ah..problems occur all the time
but i don understand
peoples problem also not my problem and they come complaining to me about their problem as if its my problem and worsts of all it seems like most of the time the fault is always on the one listening to their problem and the problem is never solved and worst of all the worst thing to do is to keep on listening to the problem from time to time on a regular basis as if its part of my problem but u noe i don think i will care about this problem anymore.
we are all in control of our lifes, and when problems come out
a totally useless item will jus complain and complain
damm, if theres a problem
then fucking find a solution!
if no solution ?
then ignore !
wahaha
i guess thats most probly what i will do
but no !
i always have a solution
so its no problem after all lol
so after all the main point of this blog is
1. don fuck around with me
2. don slow my advancement
3. complain is ok, but always find a solution and not complain like theres no 2mr
and lastly,
i love freedom
i do wad i like
i go where i wan
and leave as i deem fit
so if u have a problem with it
then ,
its your problem =D
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1:33 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
"Phoneix Down"
Over the last few days one particular conflict or tension has been causing you a great deal of frustration. You have found it difficult to express yourself fully, feeling constrained by a desire to avoid any major arguments. However, the planets are encouraging you to take a stand right now
its kinda weird but this is my horoscope for today, and i tink its true.
maybe its time i take a stand.
i just need a spot,
somewhere
anywhere
well but i don think there is any of it left anymore
so i should jus stand where i am right now
but still it doesnt really help much though
how i wish i could spike balls forever
at least i would have felt a bit more happier
remember about the story of the wooden boat ?
it moves even without the owner
because it has its own sails
maybe its because of the owner that it sinks..
END
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12:43 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
"Cease Of Existence"
wooden boats should jus sink and be gone
they shouldnt even exist in the first place
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11:47 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
"PROOF OF EXISTENCE"
"Why do we exist?"
suppose u have 2 boats, the first one is an old wooden boat which looks like shit but comes with 2 oars and a sail. the second is a speed boat, with state of the art design and appealing look, made of carbon fiber, and comes with a powerful engine.
old and slow is that wooden boat, but it never fails to float. no matter how broken it is, even into bits n pieces. There is no engine for it to move fast, so comes into play the oars and the sail, but the major problem is, u have to set the sails and row the boat yourself and steer it in the direction u want to go.
And as for the speed boat, looking all cool steady, with almost no flaws on its appearance, travels fast and sharp, and brings you anywhere u want it to. and all u have to do, is just to simply step on the pedal and steer the wheel.
of course who would want to ride on the wooden boat right? firstly riding on it makes u look like shit too just because it looks like shit, secondly, its slow, and lastly, u have to row it yourself. and everyone asks why the hell are u on it anyway
then here comes the speed boat, fast and furious it goes, great speed and cool looking, and everyone says you are meant to be riding it.
with such great spects, anyone who currently uses the wooden boat would definitely wan to upgrade to speed boat, then of course as useless as it seems the wooden boat becomes obselete and gets discarded eventually. such is the world.
some people are intelligent, keeping both boats, with the wooden one as a spare and so if anything happens to to speed boat, there is always a substitution to rely on.
another level higher than intelligence, one may even decide to use both boats at the same time, but still the wooden boat can never in its lifespan, be as good as the speed boat.again, such is life.
but well, if both boats were to be wrecked into pieces, only the wooden one can save u now coz the wood will float no mater matter what.
so , which boat would u choose? the piece of shit looking wooden boat which can save your life even when broken, or the prince charming speed boat, which can bring u anywhere at ease at a speed so fast u get tossed out even before u know it.
" maybe its for our own, selfish sake."
as for the boats, the have no choice, they cant choose, for there is only one owner..
its hard to show how much... END
but hurts jus a s much to know so much
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11:00 PM