Wednesday, January 13, 2010
3 D's to happiness
Dont know
Dont care
Dont think too much
Write with no regret
3:20 AM
Friday, January 01, 2010
Ok so another year has passed , just nice been about 4 months since i last posted
i dont quite get the idea of blogging now, i don even noe who even bothers comming to my blog
and bother to read all these stuff that i written. of which about 90% of what i post couldnt be understood by my readers.
now is the year 2010, another decade has passed since the millenium. And to sum it all up, the year 2009 has been a year of ups and downs..well i ord peacefully, managed to get a silver medal for volleyball in singapore men's open, found some great jobs of which i got to know great friends. learnt alot of new things and been to places where no any ordinary persons can even get to. travlled to bangkok and australia, one of which i lived and the other i almost died. I began to love myself more , seeking to improve myself within to cope with this ugly world out there. i crashed my best friend's car , not to mention i almost killed 2 of my bestest friends, i endured through camp days , worked overly and too hard that i neglected my friends , family and loved one, up to the point i almost die of hunger working.. all for the sake of money.
I worked too hard , trained too hard, so much to the verge of losing myself..where i dont even know who i am anymore. what is my purpose in this life? i have to admit..money is definitly my first motivational drive. the thing that keeps me going and going.
im not the kind of person who gives up easily, yet, im stll a human after all. all i can do is still limited.
it sucked when i see my friends crumbling down one by one..but still im glad i at least tried to keep us together even though im not really involved. as we all grow up, things will never gonna be the same as it was anymore. and if anything happens, we are still one big family after all.
what has happened to me ? i used to be so carefree, dont even have to worry about anything at all. but now..look at me..i cant even find myself anymore...
Year 2010. gonna be a year of many many changes. im starting school at SIM soon, first week of school already have competition comming out for me. new team , new despair... but that still wont stop me from killing the opponents opposite me.
thru these few years, ive learnt a simple lesson which i will keep for life.
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I RATHER BETRAY THE WORLD. THAN LET THE WORLD BETRAY ME.With this. i end.
Write with no regret
2:58 AM