Friday, June 26, 2009
HAHA.
friends are indeed important
and yes indeed i can see so.
i just wish i was a little higher up there in the hierarchy of
all the factors, including the minor ones
maybe not at the top
but probably somewhere abit more noticeable
somewhere i can be seen at least
changes are normal
cock up as usual
im afraid
seldom in life im ever afraid
but now i have a fear
afraid of having too high a hope
and in the end, rewarded with a sense of emptiness
so isnt it better not to expect anyything
i wonder what one is thinking
sometimes cant things be more clear ?
and not like that big long fence in the middle of korea
yes means yes
no means no
nuclear bomb means nuclear bomb
wondergirls means wondergirls
imagine walking in a tunnel
and u see a light
u chased it
only to realise the light is always there but never brighter
how ?
no choice lor
lan lan lor
i wish i was fucking rich
fucking fucking rich
don have to worry about money
money will just drop from the sky
i wish i am jus fucking fucking rich
can go cheong everyday
can drink everyday
can drive neat cars around
and fetch those pretty babes
i wish i was fucking fucking rich
can bring you around the world on a holiday
i wish i was fucking fucking rich
so i dont have to work till the clear moon night
but whats the point of being fucking fucking rich
when you have no one to enjoy it with
so i guess im better off being fucking fucking poor
cant think too much now
wad a drive
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2:38 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
recently i just talked to my ex, i ask her whethr if she had a bf already and she said " yes , recently "
i cant helped it but right at that point of time i am truly so happy, hahahha
happy !
ok i must admit im abit happy for her , to have found her love.
and happy for that guy , to have found his love also
ok maybe bullshit u may think
but , most of all , im so happy for my self !
why ?
because im not the one to be hurt anytime soon =)
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11:27 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Have you ever ecountered when your friend who has a bf/gf and still two time their partner ?
well i certainly have, and even a victim of it. sometimes i just wonder why must people two time, well of course there must have been tons of reason behind it. And even to the point of having to two time most probably means that the fading relationship is , well , faded. And when truth comes to light, the whole world comes crashing down for the victim. okay maybe the world wont crash but still there is somepoint of damage. And thus , one learns from that lesson.
To make it sound bad , thats " two timing " for you. To make it sound worse , " Betrayal " is the word.
To me , i personally see this kind of stuff as common as it is already, friends who two time, if not rather they become the victim. Well of course im not trying to point fingers and say " hey thats wrong thing to do " so usually when i come across this kind of situation from my friends i would jus sit and watch the show. Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you - thats what i always think. And as always, the victim will rise triumphant and move on with life ( with the given factor of time )
yes , yes, lets move on with life you say. As i move along i begin find this speck of hatred after being two timed. And it grows. Not as bad as it seems though but i just simply hope the new found couple will jus betray each other and self disintergrade. The deeper their love, the finer they will disintergrade.How nice haha
Sometimes i just find it hard to trust people. Well its not everyone that its hard to trust but just a handful. The basis of bond , is trust. And in this world, it sure is hard to find people who you can trust. I have friends who trust me as much as i trust them. And also "Friends" who i totally cant trust at all. Well, if u don trust them , theres no way they can betray u right?
waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...
still waiting and waiting...
waiting..for..
....
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12:03 AM