Monday, February 20, 2006
INSIGHTS INTO WEEKIAN'S MIND
Its been like a month or more since I last entered here, come to think of it, when I jus started out to blog, I was rather enthu. going around asking how to do tag board la, put music la , bla bla bla, having done so , step by step this bloc page finally gets set up, for the continuous months I was rather an avid poster, posting a new entry every now and then, most of the time about travels around singapore, or so the north east area. I was quite a very free person then, nothing to do after sch and i found myself outside cycling with my buddy and taking photos of my short journeys. as time passed by, I found the lack or interest to really log in and enter a post, or u can say that im lazy, doesnt matter much aniway since im really lazy aniway. soon, the problems in life starts to come in, doesnt matter much if it comes in one by one, but when all of it comes in together, u may say that it kinda sucks. well u noe, its something like suddenly all projects are due in a week and everythings not started yet. to make things even worse u have out of this world group members too.
there are so many type of people in this world, and i really appreciate knowing all of my friends and even my dear and loved ones, or even those that i oni get to meet once ( like talking to a surveyor in the middle of the street) . notice that i appreciate ALL of my friends. to me friendship is what matter most than everything else, even if i have a billion dollars, i wouldnt be a happy man without my friends around. But since this is life, u cant really expect everyone to be your friend, much less an aquantaince, a passerby, or an enemy.
well it just cant be helped but there will bound to be people who pisses or irritates the hell out of u, its not like i care much though, but still since all humans have a freedom of speech then i shall write something about it. For example, i have this classmate ( which i would not classify her as a friend but much more like a parasite ) who likes to make use of people, i mean, really make use of people. its quite allright if he/she asks for a favour one or 2 times in a while, but to go to such extent of even asking the people thats not really close to her to help her in such minor things, wouldnt it really piss that person ? well im rather glad i don quite noe her that well, since i chose not to.
another good example of a weird person - there was this person, which happens to be my classmate, would , according to MR K and Miss L , talk about her and her bf, all the time. we've been in a conversations a few times though and MR K still found her quite an allright person. only MR W n MR B found it quite stress talking to her, since all the topic she ever talks is all orbiting around her. well u see, when a group of people talk, they talk about a general topic rite? which all can join in, its like when we're talking she would talk about something irrelavant. well thats quite ok i tink, but the problem is.. she keeps going and going .. zzz there was once when i happen to be inside the bus with her ( wth i also dont want de wad ) and she keeps rattling about WARCRAFT to me when she jolly well noes i don play that , ALL MY FRIENDS NOE THAT . and she just keeps rattling on and on.. saying this hero very power la, that hero mus do wad la, which hero can win wad hero la, like as if i understand? The worst part is that she doesnt even notice my " when are u gona stop face" lol OK .. soon MR K also found it quite a bore talking to her hahaha..
well i guess thats just how humans are, they are born out with their own distintive peronality and it will sort of change according to any major happenings in their life. some peoples must have huge happenings i guess. well even if thats the case , i cant really do much about it too, since anything thats happen is past and we cant change the past. so i will jus jolly well forget about it and continue my happy go lucky life.
there was once when joanna asked me recently : " u seem to be happy all the time "
and so it sets me of thinking. am i really happy ? well as a human there will be bound to be unhappy times , but still even if there are to me , i will just jolly well find a solution, settle and not think about it animore, even if there's no solution, i also wont go n think, since there no point to. well i guess theres always someting to be happy about, no matter how bad the situation is. i remember my ex principal once telling this story : there were 2 guys sitting on the bus, one at the front and the other just behind the first guy . then there came in this fat lady who sat with the guy in front, almost squeezing him to death , anyone in this situation who've cursed the fat lady but to the 2nd guy's amazement, the first guy was smiling away even after they got of the bus. so curiously he ask the first guy what he is so happy about. the first guy replied by saying " im glad my wife is not as fat as her "
so u see, even in a worst case scenario can turn out to something worth to smile about.
well this should be my longest post ever since i established this blog, not an adventure post though , but just a share with my personal insights. now im surprised i can actually type so much. well.. till then i log in again, that is if i ever log in , end .
QN : IF I GIVE U A BILLION DOLLARS TO KILL UR BEST FRIEND AND U CAN GET AWAY WITH THE LAW , WOULD U DO IT ?
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